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The hospital bed is my sanctuary, I no longer want to be a part of this world.

The voice speaks to me, but I ignore it"

While I’m opening my eyes, I fear just what I might see.

I’m wrapped to machines around, and to the machine that I’ve become

As I scan my life, I can’t contemplate in this complicated world

These tubes will produce more life juice then I ever will.

I fell like I am Walking through the water and I wonder

Can I

Breath in

without choking

I’m not fit to play this game,

Chance is a blank screen with one steady line

when I have it all, I want more,

When I have nothing I want nothing at all.

If I’m praying then why can’t I just believe

I feel like I am Walking through the water and I wonder

Can I

Breath in

Without choking

Let me out!

Why can’t it all be the way I want to?

Suffocating by my beliefs, I want to know

Crucified on my bed

Tubes are in my stigmas

I’m lying here and I’m longing for the end

Dispute the state I am in

I’m still having good opinion about myself

I don’t know why I shouldn’t go on when my mind is telling me that

I can be Jesus and Judas and that is OK.

When I can be no one, and I can be all, so Why can’t I be God ?

Come one

Breath in – It’s all right,

Breath in - All is fine ,

Breath in - Don’t fall away, don’t look away, come to the light

Breath in – there is nothing there, there is no one there, so come on and

WAKE UP – dreamer

WAKE UP – dreamer

AWAKE! Come on

AWAKE! everything will be all right

Who are you to judge me?

For all the colors of the world? NO

Don’t fall away, don’t look away, come to the light

there is nothing there, there is no one there, so come one

I will find my own peace of awakening when I want to

So hide your face and bleed for our sins in the corner

I don’t know what you think you are, but I am so much more!