It feels good, this sense of purpose
Forget everything else
Because good is always good
I've never felt this purposeful
This is all that I want now
Oh, how easy it feels to not steer my life
It doesn't matter because we all have to die
I'm only human, it just feels so right
Just wing it until I die
Breaking old morals, reconstructing all for my addiction
Overwhelming crave, it just feels so good
Take a look around all you see is justification
But now all of a sudden I want to die
Don't want to listen
Everyone is against me
I feel so powerful
But why do I want to die
My life from aside
It looked so beautiful
Before I destroyed it
I destroyed my life
I'm the only, that had control
Only myself to blame