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In time, I will fulfill my dreams

And finally be someone else

Why me?

Universal feed of life, affirmations, oh, the clarity

That's seen everyday, when people tell me just what I want to hear



After all, this is what friends are for

Self-service memory dump

Mere presence, conditions met

Begin the therapy

Oh this, fuck that, screw them, antagonize all but self

But do not ever doubt your confidence



Overwhelming thoughts, the voice exploding, don't want to hear

Just throw more drugs at it

Suffer, agony, existential dread

Seem to be the only things I feel

I thought I could just wing it all

It's what they say after all

That overthinking is the plague

Avoid it and become

One of us

For us

All discontent I shared

Made me look like a fool

How could I have been

Such a waste of a friend

All the time I spent

Venting and whining

I simply just forgot

No one cares

I have lost my direction

Now there it is right in front

Now it has to end

I just don't need to be here, now

I just want to die

End of the line

My only feed of life, has lost its meaning, yet I'm still here

Suicide, such a taboo, what would the people think

If I'm here, might as well do something

But, oh, so much I want to just complain

Fuck this, fuck that, fuck you, fuck me, fuck it all

Apply this algorithm to your brain

It's the only way to see the world as others do

I thought I could just wing it all

It's what they say after all

That overthinking is the plague

Avoid it and become

One of us

All for us

All discontent I shared

Made me look like a fool

How could I have been

Such a waste of a friend

I have lost my direction

Now there it is in front

End of the line