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Lose what you love,

love what you can lose...

myself, a home, this life.

Born with death within,

it beckons me.

Please understand,

there is no other way out.

It's stronger than my will.

Is this the end?

All tears have dried inside.

I'm counting my days

till I depart.

Save all your words;

they won't help.

I've made up my mind:

leave all behind.

There's only loss

for me.

Please understand,

this is all I have.

Please forgive me,

please forgive me...