The crippling sadness, from the void, eating away, at my frail mind taking me into the abyss….
(They never liked me, they always pushed me around. I was a tool in their amusement.)
Lead me to the cosmos, on a bed of stars and flowers, give me to her on a silver platter.
Into the stars….into sadness, into cosmic tears!
Another day passes by and i'm alone with no help, take away my skin and my flesh so i can be free of me!
Another summer day left in the dark, with dying and the rotting flowers in the ground!
Take my flesh and my tears and bones and organs and my happiness and crush it as you always have, as you always would!
Another day passes by amongst the stars, the universe beams sorrow and I am left alone! The sun burns my skin and my lungs burst with anger as to why you never wanted me and why you never called!
You don't exist! A fabric of my imagination! You can't exist, you would never want me anyway! You never ask me how I am or how I feel or what I want or what I need or how I want to be or how I want my life! Leave me!
They don't exist. I want to love him, but he isn't real and so I cry!
