Crack my bones and tear my flesh, strip away my physical to find the truth, the bitter darkness within my husk, and drink the water that is my soul!
at least I tried to offer you something of worth, at least I tried to fix you in the process of breaking down and I cried and I bled to find something of worth with my self!
Shave off my skin and take me to the darkest forests and rape me, and tie me up with thorns and throw rocks at my rotting carcass in a shallow grave dug with my wet and frail fingers! And harvest my heart and take it away as something to remember me by!
At least I tried, I cried and cried thinking of my death, and the darkest hollow pits to hold my body! In my sarcophagus of stone in walls so cold I will find bliss!
And when you carry me in my coffin, will you cry!? You could have saved me, you could have helped me, yet you fucking ignored me and left me to die!
Will you remember me when I’m gone! When I’m cold and in bliss away from you in darkness and hanging from the twisted black trees weathered by the storm of hate, my flesh decaying in the cold breeze and my hair dripping with wet tears from above, I never knew love I never knew you and you never knew me!
