I watch the Stars , and I wonder am I a Shadow cast by their Light ? or am I the Darkness , by which they all will die ? I watch them as they flicker so healthy in the sky and in anguish I raise my Voice to curse them Hapiness to others is pain to me and as long as the stars shine a child is able to smile I gaze at the Sun but I gain nothing but wrath . For whatever the Night grants me the morning try to destroy but when the light is stolen the Devil is reborn I see into the Shadow cast by the Light of the Moon so delightfully dark , suffocating the brightness in the human Hearts , yet I now understand that I`m not a part of it , it`s a part of me . For I come from the Source witch is the Death of all Light that is my disease