I'm sweating out the dregs of excitement Over everyday balances and checks Apparently in the spirit of forging ahead Apparently in the spirit of forging ahead I'm wasting away on a diet of hunger suppressants Pause to ponder a sensuous wander - emaciated A mirage of bliss on a diet of hunger suppressants Perpetual dread that I'm not keeping pace Avert the gaze from pure stimulus Counting down in joyless retrospect Counting down in joyless retrospect The schedule insists The status quo is adamant - emaciated The 'initiative' is the bitter slog Numbness and boredom no call to a halt The 'initiative' is the bitter slog Numbness and boredom no call to a halt The schedule insists The status quo is adamant - emaciated Emaciated Emaciate Emaciated Brief respite sees the absorption of junk Yet more countless hours squandered Brief respite sees the absorption of junk Yet more countless hours squandered Daring to die will come As an ill-mannered shirk - emaciated Emaciated Emaciate Emaciated Daring to die will come As an ill-mannered shirk - emaciated