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Nothing left now for me

Only absence and the abyss

The abyss that no one dares to seek

And no one hopes to find

In dreams clawing at his edge

Dreading to fall

Fall...

Rushing and pulsing waves of energy

Swirling particles and gases

Surging currents of electricity

A churning torrent of plasma

Throbbing with incessant intensity

A suffocating reek of miasma

Until at last I can only submit

And just fall...

Into an eternal black tranquility

That swallows all light and sounds

The atmosphere, so dead, abides forever

Nothing dwells, nor thought abounds

Yet just as I'm here, I must be departed

My journey has only started

Through flashing and flickering lights, I no see

Alve, my mind can't be at peace

Darkness and light perplexed within my imagination

Affection and disgust affect each thought

My soul inhabits realms of transcendebtal meditation

I must go now, to find that which I have sought

For he who seeks to dive and die

To vanish from all mortal sight

And to nothing or no one belong

For nothing to want and nothing to long

Shall surely return triumphant at last

Or blissfully fade into the distant past

Confusion and clarity alternate relentlessly

Around inside my gyroscopic mind

Jealously grasping straws of comprehensibility

I balance now upon the edge of a knife

[lead : Surt]