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need to escape, i'm so alone

colours are dancing within my mind

lighting behind my eyes, refusing to get out

in obedience to my art, uncreative tendencies

fit of anger, paranoid crisis

locked up in a cocoon, loss of control

inactivity turns to agressiveness

sleep left me, for a while,

to awake in torment

madness slowly infiltrates my mind

illegal way to self control,

destructive liquid form

snatched by narcotic delerium,

lethal dose infiltration

step by step i walk into ephemeral paradise

unless it's infinite nightmare

agony in red

i can't control what i create anymore

inside me, a parasite, slowly, is growing

blood-thirsty, visions of red for a new creation

sucking my own substance to create

i need red, more red

blood is so perfect for painting

the heveanly scenery that i painted before

turns into a blood red desolate landscape

self mutilation, pierced from within

i spill my blood in the name of my art

will i survive to acheieve my work?

man corps est uncontrolable

la souffrance insupportable

les murs entament une danse macabre

mais quand ce cauchemar prendra t-il fin ?

les yeux revulses pour ne plus voir

mon ame meutrie saignant de toute part

des larmes de sang inepuisables

des cris de deuleur qui s'emparent

de cette on de vie miserable

rouge, rouge, rouge, rouge

this pain drive me insane

my agony in red