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Sucicide and redemption

sometimes we wanna look inside

sometimes we wanna lose our pride

when misery overcomes

no war , no choise , but to die

now , i'm watching'my bloody vein

it remind's me vermilion

my dropin blood on the bed

searching'redemtion in vain

always we wanna start

sometimes we wanna be lost

riot in my mind , like scar

i see the pain my side

i relieve my wound's with pain

plugged in gore , tide with chain

sleeping to die , strain at ceiling

such apretty sense i'm dying

now i'm .....

HERE AFTER I RETURN