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Darkness and sorrow blind my eyes with deceit

Living without knowing the end

I'm losing control of what I should be

I can't but I try to pretend

Locked inside a mind to weak to understand

Feelings of deceptions seem real

No way to explain my thoughts are just a dream

Not just the way I feel

Alive on the outside I feel so dead inside

Unable to escape I cannot hide

Dark hallucinations so real upon my eyes

Hard to make the rest realize

Chemically induced psychosis of my brain

Getting hard to tell what is me

A twisted mess to others it seems so fuckin real

The world of pain and death I see

Nothing inside of me there's something I lack

I stare at the walls and the walls they stare back

Fighting the demons that grow deep inside

The feelings inside me no longer can hide

The voices inside of my mind they keep on telling me

There's only one way for all of this to end

All that I was is all gone there's nothing left to give

I can still try I'll do all I fuckin can

Before I go before I loose all controll

Something inside my mind keeps me alive

Beneath the darkness the shadow of my inner self

Altered subconscious from which I cannot hide

This can't be reality I must be asleep

My mind, is loosing, control

I cannot see the truth a mind so full of lies

Desperation taking it's tell

Inside I realize my mind has finally lost

A sacrificial casualty of war

Erased from existence by my own hand

At last I suffer, no more