I´m looking back, when everything was happy And everything shined in beautty A Crowd of clouds now fills my mind And sadness spreads in me The world inside fades to nothing Certainty tears me Confusion floods me Longings leave deep wounds behind All that reminds in depression and pain Drawn in a valley of loneliness The world inside fades to nothing Certainty tears me Confusion floods me Longings leave deep wounds behind All that reminds in depression and pain It´s hard to find a piece of mind Insane thoughts spinning in my head Confusion possesses me Restless dreams fulfil my sleep Emptiness is filling me Forgotten things I long to see Crawl towards a time of uncertainity In vain I cry. My cry quiet down...