most people just never grasp at the levels i'll sink to the ones who do and accept me well i accept them to i've spent years and years clowning around i'll never change look behind the curtain my ego pulling levers to engage and if i held a party and no one real came i've still got you, even if you only live in my brain memories are faded, and i'm missing something out sorting through the driftwood, your gone without the slightest sound my blood is raging, and so the fire has lit the fuse triggering my temper i'm coming back to you and if i held a party and no one real came i've still got you, even if you only live in my brain and if i was departed and heaven was in frame i'll take you all with me, even if you only live in my brain now you're gone you only live in my brain