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And with fire

It all perished

All I cherished

Now gone

There is no way to restore

From the holes in the deepest shadows are the heartworms

Under the concrete and cement

This be it's grave

Where you can look but cannot see , there it will stay

The shadows be it's grace, from it's birth till it's decay

Under concrete and cement

Buried without a trace

Swallowing lies like once glasses of champagne

Choking on syllables and deprive my lungs from air

Mixing alcohol with cocaine to forget about the pain

How many promises are here?

How many promilles are there?

Reading out loud page by page

Counting the letters

How many mistakes did I make?

Will it get better?

Dry mouth from a panic attack

Saying the prayer

Asking for penance

Repent for betrayal

Seven days without sleep

Everything is spinning

And the week just repeats

Never ending nor beginning

Paying back for everything at once

With chest pains, cold sweat and only the bitter truth

Putting my heart in the freezer with the alcohol

Gagging on each word uttered with hands around the throat

Eat your own lies

Swallow your fucking words,

Each syllable. Eat it. Fucking gag.

Choke on it.

How many promises are here?

How many promiles are there?

Can the liquor burn?

I'm burning, I'm burning

And with fire

It all perished

All I cherished

Now gone

There is no way to restore

I'm burning, I'm burning

I'm burning, I'm burning

I'm burning, I'm burning

I'm burning, I'm burning