Reaching So desperate The colors have gone Only grey remains Always wanting, obsessing Within reach, but unobtainable Stained, caloused heart Only despondant Hate remains Take me to the start Want to feel again Feel anything but this pain, and emptiness It's never coming back Everlasting cold Winter of the mind Poisoned thoughts Desensitized A thousand layers of black Everlasting cold Winter of the mind Poisoned thoughts Desensitized A thousand layers of black