Throwing my sweat to the ground While I rest under my knees Feeling the grass swallowing me Then I concern about the time I see my bones turning grey Like the rocks I promised to be Don't wanna beg for clarity But now I feel so far to be free And all these fools blaming on me But they are my weakness Shitting on me But they are my sickness Learning the fails in the steps I take Seeing the truth in the dust I make Tasting the fire in the ashes I leave Building the life in the death they see I'm close to break down the whole fucking everything I must change this from my behaviour I must change this from my behaviour I'll try hard I'll try harder I'll try hard I'll try harder I'll try hard I'll try harder I'll try hard I'll try harder