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I was there when you left

I looked deep in your eyes just to make sure

One more time I look into eyes gone

Maybe this time I might see something leave

Does it feel empty inside ?

Do you feel empty ?

Void?

Something is missing now .

Something was always missing.

Can I bring you back and try again ?

Can I try again?

It took me so long to understand

One can hurt one so bad they never recover

And they walk and they exist somewhere between

Only to transfer sickness

Touch

Spread

Fingertips spread disease

Can I hurt you deeper this time

I want you to be disease and skin

I want you to be just disease and skin

Nothing more inside

Skin

Can I leave a mark where you will never reach

A mark you could never heal

Oh I just want to try

I just want to see

Can I bring you back and try again

Can I try again

Skin

Maybe I will see something leave this time

See myself leave you

But first I have to plant myself into you

Will you be my canvas

You and I

we are not people anymore

I am death and you the plague

Let me crawl inside you

Let me rot in a corner

Become rot inside

Possess

Eventually , gradually , surely

Rot you

Crawl inside

Will I love you more if I see myself in you

Oh I want to see myself in you

Rot you and love you

I want it to be me leaving you when you go

Maybe then you can also be happy

Feel loved

Maybe then I can let you go

Disease and skin nothing more

Not people

Just skin

Skin and me inside

Sick inside

Skin

Will you be happy then

Will you feel loved

Let's try again