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Do you want to hug me and be gone

Do you want to inject all this joy and leave the world

Would you hold my hand as I sing to you one last lullaby

Do you remember the nights

Into flames and through plagues

and through the breaking of bones

and the pounding sound of a hammer we met

A girl dressed in pain and a boy who loved death

To deny all that made us

To spit back to the face of the world and claim all that was lost to us back

As if we would ever forget

To embrace and hold on and live love like in fairytales gone now

As if we knew what love was

As if you didn't hold death in your eyes

As if I didn't long to embrace it

And through the beating of mothers and the raping of souls we fell in love

Spitting on corpses of lives lived and lives past we swore

To get lost for good in each other's eyes and raise knives to butcher doors in the flesh of the world

And walk right through

Us the unwanted..

Us the unloved ..

Now fourteen years have passed and we carved our own fears on each other's skin even if we promised never to allow the death to bleed through

And bled through it has

So hold me now and renew the vow

Let us hold knives

and butcher doors through death

Oh Just promise me now

Let us never forget

all the scars on our skins and minds

And let's embrace and get lost

In eyes we would keep at all cost

and never for a moment deny

Through the wounds that we share

it was pain that made us .

And let the violins sing.

A song for cherry to sleep.

A song to end all the screams

A song for mourning and grief

And may we wake when the madness is gone .

And as we hold hands

Walking to this eternity of ours

Let the memory shine

Let the memory stay

Of what sweet lullabies I sang to you my love