Deep in my subconscious I feel that i'm not dead Take away that feelings Oh lord i feel so sad Is this the paradise You promised in my dreams I'm so weak and helpless Tell me what it means Free me from the burden The pain to be alive Save me from the garden eden Rescue me from god and christ Garden evil is my aim The source of all madness Where i'll live my darkest visions Pictures from a boundless depth Tease me Destroy me Hurt my dignity I'm worthless Enslave me Humiliate me Don't keep my life And release me Dark's son take me let me die I'm on my knees i pray To fall into the endless sleep A lonely place to die i seek Guide me to the paradise Where i'll find my final peace A silent home to lay my head On the altar of the mad