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One day I'm not going to stand up

One day I'm going to submit to them

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How long can I force myself

To take another ride with you?

The loop ties where it starts

My wounds are one year wider

We've built a castle on a sea

No wonder it sinks

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I can't repress the truth anymore

I was born an abomination

Repulsive pile of sickness

Wailing contamination

Deeply attached to sadness

Addicted to attention

I can't believe I managed to stay so long without you

The day you left I felt I lost the most of my soul

The memory of our days is hazy like a distant dream

What lies ahead is just trying to keep your light from dying

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She came to me at night

Whispered me their names

Everyone who left and who would leave

Will meet tomorrow morning

All my life has led to this point

I saw it as a child

Why? Everything I touch dies

Why? Everything I touch turns to dust