Self _Destruction is my name Self _Destruction feeds the flame Crazy shit comes to my mind Why should I live if I could die I think there's no tomorrow All I feel is pain and sorrow Did you think that I could take everything you do and say I can't take it anymore all I want is go away Life is fucked up there's no reason to stay I am fucked up sometimes I would have died anyway Suicide _My only way to survive _Noone can save me I decide _But you forced me _Everytime you brought me down It's my secret _I wont tell _Anybody _Til It's Done You did not listen to me Why should you care this time? I hope that you feel guilty I know _that you've killed me