Here I am trapped in myself walls of fear blocking the way Why live when I only fail why push it to the end of time The words echo in my head the words I hear, the words I tell I want out out of my body take me to another place Frayed mind shows signs of delusion Fight back to stay in control No way no life no way no life Here I stand only disgrace to show suicide a way out for me I paid for my mistakes my friend I paid for sin and misery Don’t judge and criticize my soul you don’t know a thing about it My past cannot be changed my friend I cannot abide this life take me away Frayed mind shows signs of delusion Fight back to stay in control No way no life no way no life Here I am don't know what to do what the fuck do I know What the fuck do I have a piece of life left to burn Let me through don’t block my way Frayed mind shows signs of delusion Fight back to stay in control No way no life no way no life