being so called depressive and cold although that was never said. can‘t accept that lies any more, i‘m just fucked up, that‘s all fuck this crap and this image, to be sensitive and weak i‘m not a part of this scene, don‘t want to be counted to the streak go fucking kill yourself, if your life‘s so damn shit i‘ll help you to end your life, you got my blessing for this pleasure you seem to hate your life, representing emptiness but deep down in your heart, you just seeking for attraction i‘m so sick of this attitude, and how it turns the wrong way. where are all the pioneers gone, that had the strength and power. go fucking kill yourself, there‘s no place for the weak. come down to real depression, to the depths of human sickness, where no light is to be found. start a fight in your inner self, with the worst diseases, that nothing can be worse. find your inner demon, don‘t try to win the fight let him become visual, let the day turn into night. unleash the beast in you. i know where my demon is, i know how to unleash him to be destructive not weak, that‘s how it always should be free yourself from emotions, close your eyes, force the strength, forget your weak values, rise yourself to a new state. unleash the beast