burning pain through the veins, chilling skin
no clear thoughts, sleazy scum runs down the chin,
i am trapped in my own body, there is no way to escape
sedated and controlled, the heartbeat slows down
i’m staring at the ceiling, my headaches are my crown
all i can do is waiting to come back to life again
my eyes are shut, i hope the effect will wane.
i know i made a mistake, but now it is too late
i opened my mind again for all the demons around me,
they‘re creeping into my brain, inside me they set their seed free
i am haunted by the demons
i should quit that all and leave all this behind
it is an essential inner war inside my own mind
by now it‘s a part of me, can‘t remember how it was like before
the demons are a part of me, i can‘t exist without them any more
it will never end as long as i am alive