Gripped In the white light of fever The crawling Sentiment Ever Coming Unto nothing A creeping certainty Behind the eyes To trace the threads To pull the strings Each twitch — A desperate sense What has been What yet could be To thrust itself In mind’s light The warmth That brilliant fading form Held and lost All at once Hallucination Crashes Then drags back out In waves and torrents Her chalice: Overflowing Let the it’s brine crest To meet the lips May its bitter taste linger sweet on the lips In the vomit of seizure What a mercy to forget What grace to be forgotten Maiden Oblivion Damn my memory To dust and worm Maiden oblivion