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Love and hate

Entire parts of my heart

I Reflect why torn apart

Love is the emotion that failed

No salvation

Hate mastered the whole

World in my soul

Unnamed feelings relieve

My life's misery

Was not eternal the one...

The treasure

That seemed to be aim

Of my life

Transient ecstasy

for which I would fight

Human being's imperfect stereotype

Makes bodies die... poor souls cry

Notions fall down in my rotten interior

Where the paradise... inside is borned

What's no real rescue for me?

Death or suicide...

My own inside world here to see...

How to decide?

That first one is final...

Oneself to sway

Hate... part of my fate

Death avoids my head

To bright so dark ebony night

Where I want to find

Your lips in my raped mind

And forever hide

So much destructive cry

That will together with lie

Early, finally die... maybe die