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i drink too much

because I'm fucking miserable

a short-lived situation

drawn out to over a year

nothing to look forward to at home

just fighting and accusations

I feel I have nowhere to go

so I travel inside my head

a year of anger and sorrow

a year of pain and misery

I yearn for peace and silence

but only hear screams

my heart yearns for freedom

but you just pull me down

and so I sit here in misery

that never seems to end

dreading wakefulness

just living in misery