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since the beginning all has gone downhill

my decision to end things was not easy

after a time, a question was raised

if things could still work

I'd rather die

than make up with you

I'd rather die

than make up with you

a year of torment has taught me much

I learned much about myself and you

and I realize what a mistake it was

to reconsider even for a second

sometimes lessons can only

be learned the hard way

sometimes years can be wasted

and thrown away