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Some parts of my vitality disappeared

Under dark shroud

There's hiding oblivion

Dreams are petrified

I've lost it all

In sin

In blame

I've lost my own way

Where are my limits

Where is the residue of my consciousness

Of my future self

I am the king in this land

In this castle built on failures

Alone in his property

In this castle built on failures

I scream to myself

And crush walls of suffering

I’m ripping out my heart

And I give it to the starving dogs

Haze in my cold hand

Running out with blood

I’m asking myself:

“how many times did you run?”

Poinsoned leftover

Of my heart

Left by dogs

Still beats

On the ground