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I saw the devil in the headlights of a black Coupe de Ville

Thoughts screaming

Feeling like death

Questioning my will

Basked in ignorance

Now I've seen my sins

Overwhelming thoughts

Giving in

No life for me here

End it all for a cheap relief

Filled up on drugs

Pick my skin 'til it blisters

Seeing false grace

(It's tempting, convincing)

Losing my sight

(Seeing Hell blinds me)

Losing my might

(Forced and unwilling)

Eternal abyss

(The blackness surrounds me)

I curl my fingers around the cold metal

It's hard turning down the tricks of the devil

Voices in my head

Someone else's thoughts

Flickering light

Sleepless nights

I'm consumed by my own fright

Laying in a stretcher under fluorescents

Gripping the rails of the bed

Judgment skewed

Realization of vanity

I'm breaking down mentally

What's wrong with me?

Choking on my own tongue

Filled with disease

Someone pull the plug

What's wrong with me?

My mind is infested

What's this feeling?

Flooded with intentions

Seeing Hell

Standing on the edge

Rock bottom

Delirious

Confronted by God

Bitter existence

Thoughts so hideous

Suffering soul

I felt Death's embrace

I still see these Demons