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Driving through hills lit by moonlight

I don’t have anything to numb my mind tonight

Every day I wake up in this personal Hell

Knowing damn well I built it for myself

Putting myself through this everyday for something I can’t grasp

Tell me what’s the point it it’s not gonna last?

These burning thoughts will never pass

Driving through hills with no headlights on

Scared to be home so I just stay gone

I had a goal years ago but can’t remember what that was

This is my personal Hell

no matter what anyone does

A slice of hell for me to live in

If everything gets better then tell me when

I can’t even think of anywhere to go

It’s become so hard to keep throwing this stone

You wanted this, it’s all you’ve ever know

This mental prison is yours and you built it on your own

I’ve trapped myself in this mental prison

I can’t get out the fucking key is missing

You said you wanted this and threw away every chance

Does anyone even notice when you’re gone?