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I can’t speak

I can’t think

Thoughts with no clarity to keep

No more noise

No one joins

An illusion with my mind in a void

No more breathing

No more needing

The want is gone

and I don’t have any feeling

The hand knocks

Handles still hot

A key that doesn’t fit any locks

My mind tires of constant thoughts

Falling prey to fear until I rot

Give me a break

and just let it all end

This plague of mind won’t let the soul mend

Will they even believe me

Who carries the name when I’m the only son

Can parts of a torn soul get into heaven

The hurt leaves, all that’s left is the numb

I’ve given it up

the pain has won

My hands have gone numb

I can’t even feel them

The feeling persists

Something is missing

Did I even try?

I’m running out of time

and I’m just scraping by

Well has run dry

I’m left alone

No flesh no bone

Try to scream,

my mouth isn’t my own

I hear the noise

Flip of a coin

Can I live or be stuck in the void

Lungs heaving

Tired of pleading

Can’t even think my head is seething

All I need anymore is the want

Wanting it all but being destined to fall

Ya gotta die sometime,

times up kid

An eternity passes in an instant

Outside the body I’m not even in it

I’m crumbling I can’t pass the blame

My mind breaks and it’s skipping the frames