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And I won’t remember my catastrophic heaven

I was not a member of your joyful living

Living my life, it just goes day to day

But it can remind me of what I was not

Why can’t you just let me be

Just like it never was

Please leave me alone

You’ve lost my trust

What do I remember, you took it from me

Did I have a choice then, of my reality

Never making too much of anything you say

Or realizing that I was not

Why can’t you just let me be

Just like it never was

Please leave me alone

You’ve lost my trust

The days and the nights

The big city all those bright lights

The clouds with the moon

Just it all became the same

All melting into one

Looking for a rainbow

Yet so afraid to let it go

It was a nightmare of my dream

I needed no protection

I just simply needed to see

I always need remember, what I met here

Never saw a painting or a pretty picture

It’s far away now but I know not to stay

I always wander where I should not

Why can’t you just let me be

Just like it never was

Please leave me alone

You’ve lost my trust

My catastrophic heaven

Please leave me alone

My catastrophic heaven

You’ve just lost all my trust