Deep down I know that I am only an immense void A black hole of feelings Selfish and detestable I m just a cripple A numb heart polluted with dust Today is the end of a futile life ending as she lived In a mutual indifference I am born in the silence of December All that will remain of me is an exhausted fire I m just a white ash No one will put a word on my grave No regrets, no tears No thought, no funeral oration Anyway I don't need anything Let the ceremony begin ! Let the blaze begin to burn ! What will become of my body ? Just an ash among the snow ? Surely a white one, like a flake And yet still invisible to all