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Cold words echo around me

Friendship love disappear

I can’t share my anguish

Nothing makes me better

I can’t stand the emptiness inside of me

This is driving me insecurity

I' m drowned in pills which replaces answers

Building unnatural paradise

An excitement makes up my psyche

(Building a fake paradise)

Plastic coated joy that gives no border to anguish

A mask for my soul

(Blinding my reality)

Here I feel alive again

My paradise becomes even more unreachable

I' m tired of this constant escape

Finding someone to listen would be enough

To build a real world