Enclosing this day In the drop of blood I've shed With the silence that breaks this spell This is all I've left Leave me here Think i hate all the rest Happy memories today I've bled away... This life I've forsaken... Cast me away... Dancing shadows of these days Bearers of painful past A still recurring nightmare Frozen into my head I can't forget this place It's somewhere where i belong Behold the thrill that comes Slipping into this cold Wondering what i've done Paranoia swallows me again A disease that eats you inside This Pain that changed me... Pain changed me...