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too young to know

what could have been

not a care in the world

until, so silent, not ever aware

subtle deception holds on so tight

bleeding me of joy

this black lapse,  I Kohllapse

bleeding me,  smile is gone

face of despondency

through change, so silent

fighting within, bleeding me

they question my state

I knew they were right

nothing changed, thoughts change

I let go