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Nothing makes you feel bitterer

Than being removed from the core

Autonomy without sense of realization

Speeding towards non-destination

Like a demon in the family of angels

An alien within my own existence

There is no place to fit in

Regardless of what I do and who I am

Learning the mechanism of pain

That follows the same pathway as mine

As suffering is part of one’s experience

In life that should never be denied

I have become a slave to my own way of understanding

There is no place to fulfill my desire to escape from reality

[August - December 2013]