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"So it's clear, brother

Looking back I have regrets and

Though I know I hurt you

Cast aside your mother and left you

Understand the pain that scarred my mind and twisted my heart

Please forgive my actions

Please allow me to die with dignity"

Wishing silently just to cry and curl up on the floor

Looking down at him, pale and sunken eyes, bony fingers and rib cage

Rage, rage in my heart, dying to kill, pull all the flesh from the bone

Sinew from bone, stabbing to death, all that's repressed and

Rage, rage in my heart, dying to die, easy as one finger's pull

Pull the trigger, end it all now, nothing is worthwhile

Day by day I see him fade

Day by day I want to follow him

Fading time, his mind is dulling like a blunted spear once proud

Kill the pain, benumb him

Dull his senses, just let him fade away

Sleep away to stop the pain

Pretty soon he'll fall asleep for good

Death is closer yet, no one knows when

Helplessly I go on

No one cares for you, no one dares love you

Leave your mind to itself

Rage, rage in my heart, dying to kill, pull all the flesh from the bone

Sinew from bone, stabbing to death, all that's repressed and

Rage, rage in my heart, dying to die, easy as one finger's pull

Pull the trigger, end it all now, nothing is worthwhile

Set me from from myself

I cannot take any more

Rage, rage in my heart, dying to kill, pulling off ears and your lips

Knife between ribs, slowing heartbeat, all that's repressed and

Rage, rage in my heart, dying to die, easy as one leap of faith

Come from nothing, end as nothing, nothing is worthwhile