I saw life watching Liveleak, I saw death at school shootings. The kids are dying in the playground, Just close your eyes and block it out now. Got solidarity from BestGore, I spoke to God on a phone call. Slitting wrists was a varsity sport, Tried to sell my soul, it didn't get bought. Do you know how to turn it off? Do you know how to turn me on? I know you can make it stop.. Pull the plug, shut me down, Pull the plug, shut me down. Lose your head like an execution video. I learned sex from the TV, I learned control from an ED. I need to be better than everybody, I'll never be better than anybody. Lights out, take me out, quickly. I found love in a livestream, I found myself in the movies. They're all jerking off to my misery, But they don't know what lives inside of me. So I abandon reality, I reject it completely. There's a wide world waiting, but It's gonna have to live without me.