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Please, slice me open,

Please, look inside me.

I'm so unclean,

So please, cut the sickness out of me.

There's something in my blood,

It's something worth concern.

I know I'm no good,

I never seem to learn.

My mother always said,

That my birth was a curse,

That I'd bring on such bloodshed,

I'd make everything much worse.

I'm so sick.

Father took a bullet,

Mother took some pills,

Sister shot it up,

Brother drove off a hill.

I brought death to my family,

He watches me and salivates.

I don't know why he hasn't chosen me,

But every night I call for him and I just wait.