All my dreams just drag me down,
I had it all, lost it somehow,
And where I want, can't get there now.
The only way to go is down.
I will be seen, I will be heard,
I don't need a king, free as a bird.
I'm the thing forsaken by God,
I hurt so bad, always ignored.
I must be bad, must be a fraud,
So why would I expect applause?
Do you see me?
Recognise me.
Guess I should be happy anyhow,
Witnessed their fall, they're like me now,
And what I want is simply not allowed,
But I don't care, I just disavow it.
I am not seen, I am not heard,
I guess I'm the queen rising from dirt.
I'm the girl forsaken by God,
I want so bad to be devoured.
I've gone so mad from power,
So why would I expect help now?
And if you won't help, weaponize me,
Turn me against everything,
Please weaponize me,
Weaponize me.