Crystal meth, Diet coke, I've been broke, I've broke bank, Wish I had a God to thank, I wish, I wish I had a wish. I spend my nights alone with men, Slit wrists, do again, Eat to live, live to die, How can I not wonder why? I am the final girl, And I am alone in this world. All my friends are such a mess, They haven't killed themselves yet, And like them, I want to die, And join my mother in the sky. Everything I say is dumb, I'm still looking for the one. I had hope but it hung low, I guess It's just my time to go.