It's not for them, It's not for me. It's not control, not vanity. Know that I've always been empty, Sung it before, not much inside me. I can stop anytime I want, I can stop if It's what I want, Just say no.. Just say no.. Why don't I take care of myself? They see me and think I don't need help. I'm a pillar, a rock, always do well, But I live alone as someone else. I've got skin like paper, I'm dehydrated. They love me most when I'm a stranger. I could let you under my skin, Close to the bone but never broken. I could feel Its ribs as I tore him apart. They feel just like her, standing bare, I know I can stop, But I never do. Wanna feel whole. I feel so violent towards me, always wanna kill myself.