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I'm in my absolute darkest.

I'm so close to just destroying myself,

However I can, now,

I just wanna tarnish the cleanest parts of someone else.

I blame myself,

I blame whatever I can.

I blame myself,

I blame whoever I can.

This nights taken everything from me,

I'll let it take me.

What happened to me?

I am so far gone now,

My soul is black and blue.

I can barely hold onto the lies I tell myself to get through.

Maybe, Maybe,

I can find something real inside myself,

Can I find something real inside myself?