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All the other girls get to be so soft.

I never got the chance, the world just tore me up.

I fit in but I don't belong,

I always do what I want,

But I don't want anything.

No, I don't feel anything.

Was it something I said?

Was it something I did?

Must have misread the signals,

So I'm left alone instead.

All the other girls,

I know they hate themselves too.

My self-loathing's not unique,

What am I supposed to do?

I've tried so hard to be myself,

Instead I've darkened my heart.

I tear myself apart,

Guess I'm just a loser.

I always dreamed that I'd be seen,

But the nightmares keep on catching up to me.

I always thought I was unique,

But reality keeps on checking in on me.

I want in but I know It's wrong to expect too much for me.

No matter how lonely, I will stay nobody.