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Apple juice and acid,

Baby's playing placid.

Face under the faucet,

It's go time, gotta force it.

Fall into the first circle,

Away from all these people.

All alone, I guess that's normal,

I'm untouched, cerebral, carnal.

There is no one watching me.

I close my eyes, try not to sleep,

Believing the things you believe.

I see angels watching me,

They hide their eyes, turn off the lights,

Yeah, God's left me, but I get why.

Leftovers on platters,

Life just doesn't matter.

Am I okay? Whatever.

Will I be this way forever?

Prescriptions and cat ears,

Hide inside with my fears.

Irony means no more tears,

I guess I'll give it one more year.

I may as well go all the way down,

Heavy's the head that wears the crown.

I know too much, seems like I'm surrounded.

Cannot tell if I am alive or if I am dead.