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The shower rains blood onto me,

Red's all I'm seeing.

I wanna slay, slice, slash, shame.

I'll take my own blame.

I'm drowning myself, I asked for this.

Falling apart over stupid shit.

I pray to God, prayers on my wrist,

He'll hear me if I sip from the slit.

On the losing side of myself,

The other side, my soul, I'd sell it,

For a chance to breathe, to leave my shell.

Maybe I'm just a girl who can admit defeat.

I'm sure that I'm above help,

I'd sooner kill myself than tell someone I'm weak,

So I don't breathe, I just retreat,

And count the poundings of my heartbeat.

Can you feel it inside? Can you?

I want the end, I want the end, I want the end.

I'm drowning, I'm drowning, yeah.

It's getting harder, yeah.

I'm drowning, I'm drowning, yeah.

It's getting so much harder, yeah.