A search for things, a need to fill Something rare, something never seen Too much time with my own mind Tried hiding myself in the sun hoping to see the light A short romance, a sense of lust Primal beauty, a way to feel again I pour myself another drink That bottle... It greets me like an old friend A prophecy fulfilled with no hope Life denied Another world will crumble to pieces I will fall I bow down by all I´ll leave behind In silence, in abundance At this altar to my failures There is no turning back What else is there but this emptiness? I´ve been trying to kill this nothingness I hang my head, sunken deep below Still I don´t know how to live without you